就像我不知道你为什么离开我一样。。。

你在哪里？

我真的好想你。。。
你在哪里？

不敢打扰你

好想发简讯给你，可是我怕你会反感。。
所以，我只能在这里和你说说话。。

怎么办，我又想你了。。
我不敢出门，因为好多街道是我们一起走过的。。
我怕我会想起。。

这两天，我一直忍住。。
忍住不找你。。因为我很怕你会连电话都删除。。
那样，我就永远都找不到你了。。

有时我在想，我们几时才可以再见面。。
你几时才会找我。。

对不起，我真的很想你。。
但我知道我不能打扰你。。。

对你的想念依旧。。。

已经第十二天了，我对你的想念依旧。。
眼睁睁的看着我们的爱逝去，我才发现我的束手无策。。
我用尽了所有方法，只为换回你对我的真。。
可是我知道这已经不可能。

或许，你也等的累了吧。。
原谅我没好好去经营这份属于你我的爱。。
原谅我的忙，忘了你也要人陪。。。

可是，当我领悟这些道理的时候，
你已经不在了。。。

杂。扎

杂，是我最近的心情。
扎，是处于挣扎的那端。
何时，梦才可以带我走？
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Happy 7th Anniversary my Dear~~

Its our Anniversary Today!!!
16/9/2009~

And we had been through 7 years!!

In year 2001...

When two different people..
From different class(previously)...
Different type of characteristic...
Was arranged to sit side by side in the class~~

HE...
Mr. Jap..
A hardworking study worm~~

MEET

HER..
Stephanie..
A playful and active girl~~



Not the first time...
But we first get to know each other "officially"..
And we finally become couple on 16//9/2002~~

Looking back into time~~
We have transformed from the secondary kids ...



Into office slave =.=..



Glad to have him still hand in hand with me after the long long 7 years~~
And as what he told me...
We will still hand in hand until the end of the life~~



And he gave me a surprise today!!!
A bouquet of rose reach my office~~
And I am super shocked!!!!
I even thought they deliver to the wrong person~ Idiot I am~~

To Mr. Jap~
Thanks a lot a lot for the surprise...
Never thought that I can still feel your love even we are far far away~~
Thanks for the patience y ou gave me~
Thanks for the great day you gave me~~
Thanks for everything~~
AND... Happy 7th Anniversary~~ Love you as the first day I met you~~


The flower by Mr.Jap~~

我知道我可以~

减肥很辛苦，可是我可以。。
节食很辛苦，可是我可以。。
美食当前很辛苦，可是我可以。。


我期待。。 蜕变后的自己。。

My Diet Diary (5) : 5/9/2009

5/9/2009:

Today I have my whole milk day~

To reduce the toxin in my body after one week of heavy work and food~.~

9:00am : Meal replacement milkshake
10:30am : 1 peach
12:00pm: Meal replacement milkshake
1:30pm: 1 peach
3:00pm : Meal replacement milkshake
4:30pm : 2 plums
6:00pm : Meal replacement milkshake
9:00pm: Meal replacement milkshake

Water : 4L

** Glad to have this result~ YEAH!!

Random~~

Yeah..It's Holiday ~~
Actually it's Vietnam National Day~~
So, I manage to have one day rest in hotel~~
Just a random update for the day~~

Owing to my job,
Which need me to burn midnight oil sometime in order to complete the project...
This has lead to my panda eyes..
And wrinkles started to appear around my eyes area...
Gosh !!!!

And....
My Biotherm eyes gel finished few days ago..
Gosh gosh gosh!!!

Luckily ~~
I finally got my eyes gel from my lovely colleague who bring it all over from Malaysia to me~~
Huhuhuhuh....

This time.....
I changed to L'occitane brand as I read from magazine that this brand is not bad~~
And I quite satisfy with the 1st try..~~
Refreshing, non-sticky...And I think it will be more refreshing if I put in into fridge before apply~~
Hopefully, it's really helps to reduce the dark circle and firming the eyes area...
Give me back my *blink*blink* eyes!!

But, the most important thing...
I have to really change my lifestyle =.=..

I should go to bed at 11pm....
I should avoid sitting in front of my pc tooo long ( I think it's hard...ahahaha)
I should eat more fruits ( will this help ?)

So, overall conclusion...
I should stay a healthy life ~~~
Doesn't it?

Okay...Stop all those rubbish.~~
Introducing my new eyes gel...

Comparing to my Biotherm..Its smaller..


Apply and apply~~C how serious is my dark circle~~


*Blink* Blink*


Dark circle go away!!

@@ I hate my hair..=.=

Happy BigDay ( birthday ) to my dearest sista!!

Hey Miss Leh Leh,

It's your Bday today!! Happy Happy Birthday~~!!

Yohhoooo !!
Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Leh Leh~~~~~~~
Happy Happy Birthday to youuuuu....
Muakzzz !! Muakzzz !!! You present will reach late..
And please wait for it patiently oo..
And this is specially for you!!




Hahaha..even not the real one..
I promise to buy you another when I back to Kuching ya!

The night I almost lost myself~~Unforgettable!!!

Last night, was the more scary night in my life..(I think)
As I never come across this before~~
With ECG machine beside me and my body is full of those connector to the ECG machine...
To monitor my heart rate, my blood pressure and so on....
Two needles with one each on my left and right hand...
Thanks GOD...I am feeling lucky that I still can update my blog here...

I thought it was just a small matter of food poisoning which later lead to my serious skin allergy...

Thing happened like this..
My colleague and I went to a mushroom specialise to try to mushroom..
And since now is the promotion season, they have a mushroom name "Matsusake" which is grilled and served with lemon sauce.
I tried few pieces and suddenly feel not really comfortable..
Moment later, my face already become a tomato...and my body full of those red dots...
Feeling unwell and my nose stated to stuck, I headed to the hospital....

I thought with an injection...then I can go back...
But, moment after the injection, I stated to shiver seriously..
The doctor scare I might get stroke...So, I was transferred to the emergency room immediately...
So, with the ECG machine connected on..I lye on the bed for monitoring purpose..~~

Lucky the red dots started to reduce and my condition getting better..
According to the doc, if I was late to the hospital...
I might need electric short di..
Wow...really Thanks God as I never thought the condition is so serious..~~

And I think I dont dare to try those so-called "special" food again..
Never!!

And super Thanks to the doctors who monitoring me the whole night~~


Let you all see my pig head..
Credit to my colleague who helps me took all this photos...HAAhAHAHA

1st shot..When I was still in critical condition~~


Pig heaD~~

Resting~~

Opps...I know it is prohibited...But i scare I just bye bye like that...So, try to call up Mr. Jap..Hahaha


Peace!! Finally my condition started to turn good..^.^


Needles on my hand..Painful!!

*Lesson I learned : Do not ever try those food you are not familiar with if you body condition is not that good..!!

I wan to KEEP FIT!!!

It was long long longgggggg time ago...
When I 1st say I wanna keep fit...
BUT.... I never success...=.=|||....

This is because...
I like food a lot...
I cant say "NO" to delicious McD Burger....
To my favorite sushi.....
And a lot more~~~~

So, my diet program stop half way everytime,
And I end up sitting in the fast food restaurant enjoying my Happy Meal...

I found this photo last night when I was editing my photo for blog~~~ HOLY SHIT!!!!!!
Double Chin Pop Out and say hi~~
Flabby Grandma Hand waving everywhere~~~~

And I know...It;s time for me to say "NO" to my favorite food~~~
I WANNA START MY DIET PROGRAM FROM TODAY!!!!!

Perhaps you may wonder why I got so much determination~~
Let see and you will know~~
(ignore the innocent face of Miao~ and bo syiok face of hao)

I will start and continue for a 3 months program starting from today..
But, I wonder how much is the success rate..heheheh...


"NO"!!!!
ITS A MUST!!!!
I WAN TRANSFORM!!!!!!

3 months after my diet plan... How will I look like??
Like her??? Pretty, fit and elegance??

Or maybe like this..HAhahaha...

Just a Joke~~ But, I really have to carry on this plan~~ I read an article today... Losing weight must be done during younger age... For better result and to avoid getting flabby skin as our skin will lost elasticity when you getting older....
Scary huh?????
Wokie...... To avoid this and that, Miss Shijixue is going to lose her weight by today!! 26/8/2009!!!!

And see how I will look by 26/11/2009....

Dream of Mine..

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小语：人因梦想而伟大，但不被梦想牵着走。追梦的人，相信自己，就会有圆梦的一天。

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It's been a long time since my last update,
And I know I have abandoned my blog long long time~~
Not because of I am lacked of idea to write..
But the burden of works has turn me into a lazy pig..Hahahaha...
As usual, I am on my business trip now, In Hanoi, Vietnam...
It's been a year since I travel around SEA country...
And I am used to this life~~~

Everytime when I was on the way to airport,
I feel uncomfortable with feeling of work burden on my shoulder (as everytime I fly for the purpose of project)...
And I felt unused to the feeling of leaving my home sweet home...
This time, an unusual feeling drown my mind...
The delay of my flight of 3 hours...
Make me took the chance to walk around the airport...
And see people around....
Suddenly, I found that this is another kind of peaceful and relax life if we can take time to sit down and enjoy the moment of silent with the another size of youself...

I took my breakfast, a set of nasi lemak with fried chicken at KFC...
Which I used to take everytime before I travel to other country...
And no doubts...the nasi lemak is super nice...
While eating, I read my book written by a taiwanese artist regarding her life of study in America...

It has been my dream long long ago...
To travel, learn and explore to another country....
And I am super happy when I got a job which can travel a lot...
Even I can only travel to those developing country...
But still...it's a good experience for me.
But, I hope to travel and spent maybe months or years in those country I like..

Maybe someday, I could cam-whoring in front of Eiffel Tower (one of my dream country,Paris)...

And celebrating the sakura festival at Japan...

Or standing in front of Rome Colosseum...

I chat with a newly know net friend yesterday night...
She like to travel in backpack style..
And she travel alone!!!
Wow....How envy~~~~


I wish....
I could go on my backpack trip one day.....
I wish....
I could have my study trip to my dream country....
I wish, wish and wish.........

病病~~走走走！！

最近，身边的人好像变得脆弱了。。

因流感的入侵，搞得人心慌慌。

加上菲律宾的天气无常，搞得我也快被病虫打败了~~

整天身体都热热的，头晕晕的，

我不要病啊~~~~~~~~~

我还要回去呢！！！

可怕的病虫，走开走开！！！

**流感越来越猖狂了，大家都要保重哦。。
记得卫生第一哦！！

我回来了~~

我回来了!!
久违了，我的家
久违了，我的朋友

还有我的房间。。。
想死你们了！！

我的小空间也跟着进皆了。
换上了粉粉的颜色，是不是好看点？

嘻嘻。

马来西亚的食物。。
等等我！！

My Work, My life....

It has been 6 months since I entered this company and yet I did not wrote any about it...
Today, when I am organizing the photos we took during our "group trip" to Philippines...
I decided to post it out..
We were actually attending an annual meeting in Philippines...
But, it seems that we were going on a company trip...
We had a lot of good memories...
And for sure, it closes the relationship among us..I believe it is good for us..
And I am looking forward for another trip like this...

Just a brief intro..My department consists of 11 team members...
8 from access network...and 3 from Core network...
And we have a super nice boss...Hohohoho
Which treat us Abalone during our department lunch..
And KTV buffet for our dinner...


~Some photos snapped during department lunch~

Department Group Photo.~~


Yee Sang~



Shark Fin Soup~


Broccoli with seafood~


Jiang jiang~~ Abalone~~


But the mushroom beside is bigger then it T.T



And roasted chicken~~

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~ * Some photos snapped during Philippines trip * ~


At airport~~


Snap # 2


Group Photo~~


Snap # 2


At hotel entrance~~



Try to be Kuso~~


The food we had for dinner~~


Fried squid~~


And the nice one for the night~~ Sotanghon Crab~~


Kind of Chili Crab..but its sweet one T.T


And our dessert...Philippines Mangoes~~